Happy to have you

I really thank God for giving me a chance to meet you. Kung hindi siguro nangyari yun, my life will be very dull. You never failed me to make me smile each and every day. Kahit na, we have our ups and downs palagi kang nandyan sa tabi ko. Mag away man tayo and mag decide na maghiwalay, we still end up in each others arms. Kahit gaano natin nasasaktan ang isa’t-isa, sa huli, nagkaka ayos din tayo. Alam mo, God never failed me kasi kapag magkaaway tayo, sinasabi ko lang sa kanya na bigyan niya ko ng strength na makaya ko kahit anong sabihin mo sakin na masasakit na words and magka ayos tayo. And ayun. Palagi niya sinasagot yung prayers ko. Ganun ako kalakas kay Lord pagdating sayo. And sobrang thankful ako dun. Alam mo Ikaw yung pinakamagandang bagay na dumating sa akin, kaya hinding hindi ko hahayaan na basta basta ka na lang mawawala sakin. I’ll fight for us kahit na ipagtulakan mo ko minsan palayo sayo and minsan feeling ko bibitaw nako, pero palagi akong sinasabihan ni Lord na kumapit lang ako. Dahil alam Niya na we’re gonna be okay, and di basta basta tayo maghihiwalay. Kaya kita ipaglaban hanggang sa mamatay ako. Kahit na ayaw ng pamilya ko na magka boyfriend ako, pinaglalaban parin kita. Kasi mahal na mahal kita. I don’t care what other people say, basta nandyan ka, masaya nako. Kaya ko tiisin lahat para sayo. Sana ikaw din. Wag kang bumitaw. Kahit gaano pa ako ka abnormal at ka bipolar, kahit napaka moody and nonsense kung magalit, please wag mo ko iwan. Di ko kakayanin. I don’t wanna lose you because you’re my everything my love. I love you so much. And I always will. And I’m happy to have you :*

The Perks of being Legal ♥

I’ll be turning 18 on the 18th day of March. First of all, thank you to my family, who stood up by me through thick and thin. Thank you for the unconditional love and support that you showered me. Without you, I am completely nothing. To all of my crazy friends (you know who you are), thank you for being there whenever I am down. For the amazing memories that we’ve shared together. I’ll surely treasure them all. And lastly, thank you Lord for all the blessings you gave to me. For the 18 years of my existence. And for the hard times that shaped me to become a better person. Thank you so much. And I owe it all to you. Yes! I’ll now enjoy the perks of being legal. Loool just kidding!

Advance Happy birthday Papa!

To my first love, my super hero, number 1 protector, my 1st teacher, my fashion designer,  my source of hope and strength, coolest and the most calm person I ever known, a man of few words, Happy 74th birthday Papa! Now that I’m older, I have a better idea of everything you did for me when I was growing up. You worked so hard to make sure I was happy and healthy and had everything I needed. I don’t think I’ll ever be able to thank you enough for all you’ve done to me, but today and always, please know how truly grateful I am for having you as my dad.. You’re the greatest gift I ever had. No matter how far apart we are in distance, and even though I am grown, I will always be your baby Dara <3 

Advance Happy 18th CHINGUUUUUU~

Super advance happy 18th birthday my friend! Yiiiiieeeeeeeeeeee~~ Legal na siyaaaaaa🙂🙂🙂🙂  Thankyou sa lahat. AS IN SA LAHAT LAHAT. Sa pagiging isang napaka bait at napaka gandang kaibigan. Loooooool HAHAHA I’m super blessed to have you as my bestfriend. Di ko inexpect na magiging super close tayo nung 2nd year. HAHAHA Wait. Pano nga ba?! HAHA Ah basta. Di ko talaga inexpect yun. xD Siguro sobrang dami lang talaga yung similarities natin kaya siguro din tayo nagkasundo. Looool Tumu throwback lang ang peg?! HAHAHA Anywaysssss, wishing you all the very best on your VERY SPECIAL DAY.🙂🙂 I love you so much chinguuuu~ Always always remember, I’m always always always here for you. No matter what happens, I’ll always, always, always be your friend, bestfriend, a shoulder to cry on, unbiological sister (Loool), walking diary or anyway you want to call it, basta I’m always here. (Shet paulit ulit lang yung ALWAYS.) HAHAHA. ALWAYS KEEP THAT IN MIND OKAAAAYY?! Studies first!🙂❤❤ Iloveyou Elaiii! xD

Together we party, together we cry, kept every single secret , and covered every lie, because we’re best friends till the day we die.




13 February 2014

That moment when no one believes you and no matter how hard you explain, they don’t listen. And the worst part, they say that


So, what’s the purpose of living in this stupid hell world when your family treats you like that. I never should have lived. I wish I could just die. No matter how hard I tried to defend myself, they still don’t wanna listen. Like its ALL MY FAULT. And all I have to do is to shut my mouth and cry. I wonder what life will they have without me. Will they be happy? I know my parents regret having me as their daughter.


I never should have lived.  


Supposed to be a special day for both of us. But then, it turns out to be an ordinary one for me. I greeted him. But he ignored it. <//3 Still, I’m still waiting for his response. whoo. This is not getting any better tho’. Should I end it? Or should I give it another try? If I’ll end this, would he realize? Or what if I give it another try, would he change? For me? For US?